Home / 2012 / Heart on My Sleeve

Heart on My Sleeve

Friday, October 12, 2012

By Kelly Deeny

Actually, it's not just on my sleeve. It's prominently featured, like in the men made of tin and iron. It glows from within, guiding me along my journey. Sometimes it leads the way and other times I veer off-course so as to protect it from harm.

And that's where today's post takes us. My protective concern has ultimately done more harm than good in some instances. Allow me to elaborate. Those who have been following along since I began posting with the ACHA last year know that I've had a love/hate relationship with my weight. I don't exercise nearly enough as I should and I'm very stubborn when it comes to enforcing any kind of strict diet. The difference in my appearance is evident to all, especially me, over the past two years. I've had ups and downs in minor achievements but have yet to really make a massive change in my life—primarily because I spend so much time focused on how I can help others that I don't pay enough attention to myself.

Being kind-hearted, open-minded, compassionate and understanding at times elicits sympathy from those around me. They tell me I need to be meaner, harsher and that I'm just "too nice." And that's a bad thing how? There are those I've encountered along my life path who are able to blend confidence with acceptance. Strength with forgiveness. And assertiveness with politeness. It's quite possible and what I strive for.

Where others live with anger, negativity and judgment, I intentionally treat each person I meet with kindness—with a smile, a kind word and an open mind. There are plenty of people in this world, and I'm sure you've met quite a few, who spend their days miserable. And have no qualms about spreading that disillusionment to others. They invoke certain authoritative roles like parent, employer, judge or policy-maker, then use those perceived higher positions to reinforce their own sense of pride. They choose to "help" others from a distance instead of getting in the mix of life. Instead of remembering what it was like to be a child, employee, or citizen.

I have a natural inclination to mentor others. To act as a companion along their own path. Not to instruct, inform or even demand. Not to tell them what path to take or how to live their lives, but to walk beside them for as long as they need support. Because in helping them I ultimately learn more about myself, my strengths and my weaknesses.

My heart guides me. It gives me strength. And those qualities of kindness, unwavering support and open-mindedness create a level of strength that I'll wager is more powerful than any "because I said so" mentality.

Comments

Add yours below.

Disclaimer

The opinions expressed by ACHA bloggers and those providing comments on the ACHA Blog are theirs alone, and do not reflect the opinions of the Adult Congenital Heart Association or any employee thereof. ACHA is not responsible for the accuracy of any of the information supplied by the ACHA bloggers.

The contents of this blog are presented for informational purposes only, and should not be substituted for professional advice. Always consult your physicians with your questions and concerns.

Connect with ACHA

Join us in our mission to empower the congenital heart disease community by advancing access to resources and specialized care that improve patient-centered outcomes.

Enter your name, email and state to get started. If you choose to, you can provide more information to us in the next step for more tailored communications! We'll never, for any reason, share your personal information. Already get ACHA emails? We’ve got you! You do NOT need to fill out this form.

*By sharing your information, you consent to receiving emails from ACHA.

  • {{ m }}
{{ validation.firstError('basic.FirstName') }}
{{ validation.firstError('basic.LastName') }}
{{ validation.firstError('basic.Email') }}
{{ validation.firstError('basic.State') }}
Close